The Dawn Of A New Man
There isn’t a thought that goes by the mind, this restless and weary mind of you. There are many paths and many memories i relived, just to fulfill the gaping hole of my happiness. i can not find the words to describe where i am in life right now, but what i know is that my sanity is yearning for some alleviation. I wish to feel and be normal as i was, but i know the route i took to get here is a long way up.
I recall the time i first met you with a dear old friend of mine, it was a rough time for me to even socialize and to make it worse it had to be an invite, not a willing move on my part. So there i was on my way to rendezvous with glenn and soon as i met him to depart for our day of festivities, he interrupted my momentum of heading with a claim that he invited a friend of his. To me this was a nightmare come to life, i did not at all want to see another soul, let alone someone i’ve never ever met, and despite my protests and rejections, we proceeded to wait.
Never have i recalled a sight so full of awe, you came walking down in a nimble manner, it was as if you were being carried towards us, your legs motionless and still, but by each step you took i saw ripples in the ocean of my eyes. I had to have you, but i couldn’t~ this was my greatest pain, i was in the deepest of depression and yet there you were like a piercing bolt of hope, breaking the veil of my suppression.
to this day i reflect, i imagine of what i could have had, i’ll keep remembering, it is a flame that i must rekindle each year, a memory not worth forgetting.